I’ve spent over 10,000 hours in ‘the metaverse’—or at least the proto-metaverse—virtual worlds inhabited by real people represented as avatars. The experiences and relationships I had there saved me from a dark place and set me on a mission to do the same for others.

Guest Article by Noah Robinson

Noah is founder and CEO of Innerworld, and a clinical psychology doctoral candidate at Vanderbilt University. Innerworld has built a clinical research platform called to explore how social virtual reality environments can be used to deliver transdiagnostic cognitive behavioral peer support. Innerworld has received funding from the National Institutes of Health, National Science Foundation, and investors to use the platform to help people with depression, anxiety and other mental health conditions.

There’s real pitfalls and dangers in the metaverse, such as the pedophilia and child grooming recently highlighted by the BBC, or the sexual assault that’s occurred on various platforms. But like any technology, the metaverse can be used for both good and bad. It all depends on how each application is built and how we choose to use them. With immersive virtual reality, where the entire environment can be controlled, the potential to help people is nearly limitless.

When I was 13 I escaped into a virtual social game called Runescape. Right when I hit puberty, I realized I was gay. I was overwhelmed with feelings of shame and anxiety. Several years into the burden of being closeted, I felt hopeless for my future and considered ending my life. But one thing kept me going: as I made friends and leveled up alongside them in Runescape, virtual stimuli created real hits of dopamine. These hits are an important treatment target for depression—in therapy, we teach patients to engage in rewarding behaviors to increase motivation and potentially overcome depression.

I spent most of my teenage years, nearly 10,000 hours, living in this virtual world. Inside I could build a virtual identity in a fantasy world where sexual identity was not a factor. As I gained confidence in the virtual world, I eventually created my first clan which steadily grew in size. Although it consisted of 400 ‘strangers’ on the internet, they were my closest friends. Eventually I felt enough social belonging and validation to come out of the closet to them. My friends accepted me, even when they knew my deepest, darkest secret. Going through this process virtually empowered me to come out of the closet in the real world and eventually to overcome my depression.

From that moment on, I knew I wanted to devote my life to building virtual experiences that were as compelling as a videogame but also as effective as therapy.

I know it’s possible because I’m already on that journey. I’ve built a mental-health focused virtual app called Innerworld—available on Quest, PC, Mac, and iOS—that allows anyone to improve their well-being and mental health in a virtual setting. You can join as an avatar and attend live groups that are led by trained coaches. A fully realized metaverse has the potential to change millions of lives by making it easy to connect with this kind of virtual support group.

Avatars inside Innerworld

Innerworld is just getting started—since launching our beta in October we’ve had thousands of people come into our community—we’re starting to see that a safe, supervised environment can quite literally change peoples’ lives. Innerworld is designed from the ground up to support mental health. We’re training everyday, ordinary empathic people to become coaches who can lead support groups and teach the scientifically validated tools of an approach we’ve developed called Cognitive Behavioral Immersion.

It’s a place I wish I had as a 13-year old to guide me toward healing rather than entice me into a world of escape.

Building a mental health space that’s ready for the metaverse isn’t easy and we’ve had to use technology to ensure a safe world for all. We screen folks and monitor interactions—although we’re not delivering therapy, we’ve adopted standard practices developed in therapy training clinics such as recording interactions to monitor for quality and prevent trolls from causing psychological harm. Although we only support people who are 18 or over, we’ve also seen demand from minors who have found our platform and want mental health help.

We’re starting to see exciting results from our virtual mental health platform. It’s attracting people who need help; 53% of our users have (self-reported) levels of clinical depression, and 45% have clinical levels of anxiety. And we’re starting to observe decreases in symptoms of depression and anxiety for those who spend time in our application.

While VRChat is the platform the BBC highlighted recently in its story on child grooming, there are examples of safe spaces on the platform. For example, a beautiful transgender community blossomed in VRChat and allowed safe spaces to exist for some people who were struggling with the same things I did as a teenager. One person even described that they were thinking about transitioning to the opposite gender for 10 years, and it took trying on a female avatar in VRChat to finally begin the acceptance process and seek out a gender therapist.

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We’ve also seen Alcoholics Anonymous meetings and chronic illness support groups come to fruition in Altspace. These groups find refuge in these virtual spaces—safe places to connect with others in a nonjudgmental space. The spaces are safe because people have the comfort of being anonymous while also feeling the immersive social support of avatars around them. Although these platforms can deliver help, they can also cause harm if there is no moderation or accountability. These platforms also need to protect minors by keeping them in safe, moderated environments.

Innerworld is also changing lives. We have members who started out with severe social anxiety or depression and have now completed our coach training and are leading meetings to help others.

One of our members publicly shared that she had not been able to leave her house in nearly three years. Innerworld helped her to feel comfortable leaving the house again, and she reported her experience was “infinitely better than three years of therapy.” Now that she can leave home, she’s able to engage in rewarding real-world activities that help people to overcome depression.

Image courtesy Innerworld

Another member reported that he was too depressed to go to work and had been lying in bed all day. For nearly two weeks he went to Innerworld meetings every day and reported that he was able to go to work for the first time in a long time. He told us he had tears in his eyes after coming home from his first day of work, thinking about how Innerworld had gotten him there.

This is just the beginning. More research is needed, including randomized control trials, to truly know if the metaverse can deliver on its promise of helping people overcome real-life problems. But even right now I know that there are thousands of other people out there like me, looking to escape into the metaverse to avoid, and maybe even heal, real-life pain.

Update (August 29th, 2022): This article has been updated to reflect the platform’s new name of Innerworld, previously it was called Help Club.

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  • XRC

    Great article; very encouraging to see your results in helping people find support for different issues.

    VR has successfully been used for a number of years as part of therapists toolkit when treating PTSD and depression, or facing fears such as heights or public speaking.

    The mental health potential of XR yet to be fully unlocked, but Help Club is a great beginning.

    • Uhlnoor

      Lol I think there’s no point in helping people with public speaking for a metaverse. Do people really think being on a screen for hours on end is going to help improve social skills? We are already glued to TikTok videos these days and can barely show respect to a server at a restaurant.

  • I love listening to these stories, I love when VR can truly help the lives of people. This is a great idea, and I’m very glad to read it’s working and people can have actual improvements in their daily lives. We should fund more experiences like this.

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  • Engorged

    Come on, show me how can VR help with the trauma of Ukranians surviving the war rather than this self-pitying bullcrap of being gay or trans. Nobody cares about your sexuality, do whatherver you want. On the other hand people with families killed in a bombing need a real help.

    I swear people completely lost the perception of what is important in life and can’t focus their time and effort properly.

    • kool

      There’s been a war on drugs raging America for 40 years…the refugees got therapy drums. Nobody will care about Ukraine once Pete Davidson and kim Kardashian get preggers!!

    • George Vieira IV

      Why the negativity here? If you see a way this could benefit others you think more deserving, go do it.

      While it is good to help those in need, not every moment of you life needs to be about it. People die everyday, and in the end, there is nothing you can do about it.

    • Erilis

      VR is a genuine form of therapy for people with ptsd. The most prominent symptom is night horror, like an elevated state of nightmares, and VR can be a treatment prescribed for it as part of a plan by a psychiatrist. The author here was just writing about sense of community he got from VR, I don’t see why you would belittle him for it.

  • Dennis Tman

    I stopped reading as soon as I heard it receives funding from the National Institute of Health.

  • StarAlone

    I laughed reading “I spent 10 000h in Metaverse”
    but as reading trough i just got annoyed/angry/sad by how people overuse it just for sake of using it. Even if it doesnt have anything to do with actual Facebook’s Metaverse
    it doesnt even exist that long to have 10k hours in it lol

    • Ted Bowie

      10000 hours is a little over a year. The author said they spent all their teenage years playing Runescape. He’s talking about about spending 10k hours being in that virtual world / space of Runescape, an MMORPG that’s been around 20 years now – not being in VR and wearing a headset.